The Bloom

I apologize for staring so deeply into your eyes and loving what I found there, mesmerized

so rare…

Without notice, like a lotus

out of muddy waters

high on love, like the kind from above

Blinding me, from earthly

matters…

I apologize a thousand times

I apologize…

Down to the marrow it seeped

allowing me to keep

knowledge of a feeling so deep…see sawing back and forth,

ever so slightly

never far left or too rightly

For the middle is where the bird doth lay

never afraid,

of a crumble or charades

foundation never rumbles…

in the air it radiates.

The winged human is whole and complete,

thoth did lay at my feet, the seed that’d been buried deep,

now in bloom.

Serving on it’s seat

a verdict somehow reached,

you are free to go,

you are released.

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Bandit Blue 💜

Cheers

Feel like I’ve been here before, take me seriously I dare you, before 4

I wish I had asked more questions

maybe then I could hear you explain,

in a state of unawareness, it felt blissfully insane…

No need to speak a fuss,

no need to cause a huge scene,

seems like I’ve seen you somewhere, other than my dreams

such a treat, finally thinking of not being on my feet

travel with me, well past the point of sleep.

I’ve stimulated the mind, now bring it up from behind, if you feel so inclined…

Daily my heart breaks open just a little more, allowing all of the rivers water to pour forth.

Did you hear me calling out your name?

calling in moans through the luke warm shower rains…

My internal systems are being finessed,

a key bearer for one of my seals, and no less.

Million Dollar Winners

I fell in love with the devil of the sun, feeding the father and the spirit one

a triangle has become…

Your soul took my souls hand

led me to an unknown land

from the/that same expression a moon dance began.

Anyone: “Anyone need anything before I go?”

A million dollars you would say.

Ever hear of sex magick from back in the day? My thoughts would slip away…

You’ve been making love to my avatar

through sound and radar from afar

Hands now in motion

intertwined phalanges covered in saliva liped hands

sucking on a straw, fruit from juice exquisitely grand

Recieving of energies

they do mend,

❤ Thais

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C. Thais Bosworth

The Emotions of a Triangle

Meditating, divining towards the sky

through the clouds, entering my eye

I find a sweet surprise, covered with harmonies and lullabies

Travelers through many empires

through flames and fires

never minding our desires

Pulling you close for a small hand dance, once practiced long ago somewhere south of old France

I haven’t changed at all inside, yet my bodies keep rolling with the tides

Never intending to hurt others anymore, taking the pain this life brings forth

Pack it safe in a box to store, until the one comes along, bringer of the torch

Never had a home but always had a place to stay, my blood is on fire since you’ve gone away

Jupiter now in control of the rings, your vision unseen, keeps me psycho and serene

always bringing the center back in

draw me right to it, like a good friend?

I am the spirit fire encased in skin

trying to spread some light so others may see again

The sound in charge of your voice makes love to my brain

waves of pleasures

waves of pains

all of which I do treasure

over and again.

copyright 2021

C. Thais Bosworth

Eyes That Alchemize

Peace, harmony and truth,

union alchemically fused

cares not of your name or age in youth,

whether you are married, numb and or legally insane,

producing offspring or presenting rings.

It throws a dent in timelines being spent, piercing the unseen

walls that keep it from bleeding

now seeps, all into one

tests never meant to be undone, only understood by the one

Does it wish string theory or chaotic stress

for these questions I have endurance, to that I can attest

When you’re alchemically pursued

you won’t know, you won’t see what to do

choosing a familiar resident, one who was there past, future and present

Eternally entangled between molecules of air, I have a vessel to reach out with but you are never there…

living in a piece of unseen truth

someone else, their dream continues

copyright 2021

Thais Bosworth

03/06/2021

Souls fuse, emerge and don’t say a single word,

to his or her encasement

inner workings of the mental endearment, on two different levels simultaneously together in overdrive

Forgot to slide

that key unlocked something never seen inside, or believed

Imagination runs wild,

possibilities taken in stride…

Champagne

clouded brains

carpet stains

on knees, pain

pulling on reigns

pleasure insane!

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Annihilation

Sinking slowly to the ocean floor, light growing dimmer than the league’s before

always in the same family tree, maybe two, who knows…three

from one blood came four,

scores from marks explored through specticals of shade

Internal mediation has been a strain, I hear the ring, answer must be unspoken, plane…

Elevated annihilation, no apologies; necessary for growth and devastation

From one blood came four, seeping through every chastised pore

I hear the ring, must be the right passage to another flight

clear hearing is not clear sight…why bring me online for just a good night

To graduate the inner being who was so inclined, coming to me now…before there was no screening

like the sphinx is in love with the moon xy

always, already, alright

All is good

‘night

This Old Town

Thought I was going with the flow, turns out I was just slow

The hook sank in so far, if I pulled it out it’d surely leave a scar… with it in I can’t go far

Stuck with you in the kiddie pool, a fish out of water just won’t do

I know me and you know you, crossed around, flipped upside down…who is who?

Looks like we’re all grown up, what’s left to do?

Ain’t it funny how time doesn’t grow but only a flash of light…and where we are now, no one knows quite

I’m easy to be found, I kinda like this stable ground…a little inner peace abound

Grateful now for this love that’s found, me…

wish I hadn’t been too blind to see

it’s always been you somehow…

The Burden of Time

The unexplainable saw an opportunity and ran with it, using yourself and I

Did you think I’d burn to the touch

It is the imperfections you see, that can bring about a good memory

smiles and glimmering, teeth

from laughing, belly aching

I’m breaking can’t have you

I’m faking not wanting you

now my heart is aching

seeing then what I don’t see now

Heart aches for me, somehow

I know I’ll see your smile

It meant, means too much in very little miles

I’m breathing down your neck like a heathen…lord help me if I’m breathing

I’m going to need some guidance with this one…some reason for this years season…

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…persistence of memory…

12/12/2020

Your attempts aren’t failures you see

there is a compass inside me

I am the commander of my vessel

I am the captain of my ship

I love to control the mind, although sometimes I slip

It winds up on the hips, doing stretches and dips

The freezing chill persists

no longer allowing me to resist

the fire that warms me when you are near

Lay eyes on me soon,

I miss you