thaisswritesI’m going to shine my light, never blinding, not too bright
drawing the shades at the fall of night
Send me your wisdom so I will know what my work here is while in this glow
of wonders and mysteries, the highs and lows.
No need to worry, it’s water under the bridge
I stand on that bridge now, no longer in the rapids.
I apologize for staring so deeply into your eyes and loving what I found there, mesmerized
so rare…
Without notice, like a lotus
out of muddy waters
high on love, like the kind from above
Blinding me, from earthly
matters…
I apologize a thousand times
I apologize…
Down to the marrow it seeped
allowing me to keep
knowledge of a feeling so deep…see sawing back and forth,
ever so slightly
never far left or too rightly
For the middle is where the bird doth lay
never afraid,
of a crumble or charades
foundation never rumbles…
in the air it radiates.
The winged human is whole and complete,
thoth did lay at my feet, the seed that’d been buried deep,
now in bloom.
Serving on it’s seat
a verdict somehow reached,
you are free to go,
you are released.
Feel like I’ve been here before, take me seriously I dare you, before 4
I wish I had asked more questions
maybe then I could hear you explain,
in a state of unawareness, it felt blissfully insane…
No need to speak a fuss,
no need to cause a huge scene,
seems like I’ve seen you somewhere, other than my dreams
such a treat, finally thinking of not being on my feet
travel with me, well past the point of sleep.
I’ve stimulated the mind, now bring it up from behind, if you feel so inclined…
Daily my heart breaks open just a little more, allowing all of the rivers water to pour forth.
Did you hear me calling out your name?
calling in moans through the luke warm shower rains…
My internal systems are being finessed,
a key bearer for one of my seals, and no less.
I fell in love with the devil of the sun, feeding the father and the spirit one
a triangle has become…
Your soul took my souls hand
led me to an unknown land
from the/that same expression a moon dance began.
Anyone: “Anyone need anything before I go?”
A million dollars you would say.
Ever hear of sex magick from back in the day? My thoughts would slip away…
You’ve been making love to my avatar
through sound and radar from afar
Hands now in motion
intertwined phalanges covered in saliva liped hands
sucking on a straw, fruit from juice exquisitely grand
Recieving of energies
they do mend,
❤ Thais
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C. Thais Bosworth
Meditating, divining towards the sky
through the clouds, entering my eye
I find a sweet surprise, covered with harmonies and lullabies
Travelers through many empires
through flames and fires
never minding our desires
Pulling you close for a small hand dance, once practiced long ago somewhere south of old France
I haven’t changed at all inside, yet my bodies keep rolling with the tides
Never intending to hurt others anymore, taking the pain this life brings forth
Pack it safe in a box to store, until the one comes along, bringer of the torch
Never had a home but always had a place to stay, my blood is on fire since you’ve gone away
Jupiter now in control of the rings, your vision unseen, keeps me psycho and serene
always bringing the center back in
draw me right to it, like a good friend?
I am the spirit fire encased in skin
trying to spread some light so others may see again
The sound in charge of your voice makes love to my brain
waves of pleasures
waves of pains
all of which I do treasure
over and again.
copyright 2021
C. Thais Bosworth
Peace, harmony and truth,
union alchemically fused
cares not of your name or age in youth,
whether you are married, numb and or legally insane,
producing offspring or presenting rings.
It throws a dent in timelines being spent, piercing the unseen
walls that keep it from bleeding
now seeps, all into one
tests never meant to be undone, only understood by the one
Does it wish string theory or chaotic stress
for these questions I have endurance, to that I can attest
When you’re alchemically pursued
you won’t know, you won’t see what to do
choosing a familiar resident, one who was there past, future and present
Eternally entangled between molecules of air, I have a vessel to reach out with but you are never there…
living in a piece of unseen truth
someone else, their dream continues
copyright 2021
Thais Bosworth
Souls fuse, emerge and don’t say a single word,
to his or her encasement
inner workings of the mental endearment, on two different levels simultaneously together in overdrive
Forgot to slide
that key unlocked something never seen inside, or believed
Imagination runs wild,
possibilities taken in stride…
Champagne
clouded brains
carpet stains
on knees, pain
pulling on reigns
pleasure insane!
Sinking slowly to the ocean floor, light growing dimmer than the league’s before
always in the same family tree, maybe two, who knows…three
from one blood came four,
scores from marks explored through specticals of shade
Internal mediation has been a strain, I hear the ring, answer must be unspoken, plane…
Elevated annihilation, no apologies; necessary for growth and devastation
From one blood came four, seeping through every chastised pore
I hear the ring, must be the right passage to another flight
clear hearing is not clear sight…why bring me online for just a good night
To graduate the inner being who was so inclined, coming to me now…before there was no screening
like the sphinx is in love with the moon xy
always, already, alright
All is good
‘night
Thought I was going with the flow, turns out I was just slow
The hook sank in so far, if I pulled it out it’d surely leave a scar… with it in I can’t go far
Stuck with you in the kiddie pool, a fish out of water just won’t do
I know me and you know you, crossed around, flipped upside down…who is who?
Looks like we’re all grown up, what’s left to do?
Ain’t it funny how time doesn’t grow but only a flash of light…and where we are now, no one knows quite
I’m easy to be found, I kinda like this stable ground…a little inner peace abound
Grateful now for this love that’s found, me…
wish I hadn’t been too blind to see
it’s always been you somehow…
The unexplainable saw an opportunity and ran with it, using yourself and I
Did you think I’d burn to the touch
It is the imperfections you see, that can bring about a good memory
smiles and glimmering, teeth
from laughing, belly aching
I’m breaking can’t have you
I’m faking not wanting you
now my heart is aching
seeing then what I don’t see now
Heart aches for me, somehow
I know I’ll see your smile
It meant, means too much in very little miles
I’m breathing down your neck like a heathen…lord help me if I’m breathing
I’m going to need some guidance with this one…some reason for this years season…
…persistence of memory…
thaisswrites