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FORTY SIX

I dont know what I am anymore

I’m just walking through this grocery store

that I’ve seen so many times before

after having gotten my thrice divorce

Show me that there is more

All I can do is look at these s’mores

wondering where the fire is…

Getting teeth cleaned

constantly stitching the seams

that hold me together…

Explosive emotions have nowhere to go

So I just breathe in nice and slow

It calms me just enough

to get on with this show…

we all call life

Making memories

whatever, whomever they may be

Making memories

some only you and I can see

My vessel, my home is free

Myself, I and me

❤ Thais

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Million Dollar Winners

I fell in love with the devil of the sun, feeding the father and the spirit one

a triangle has become…

Your soul took my souls hand

led me to an unknown land

from the/that same expression a moon dance began.

Anyone: “Anyone need anything before I go?”

A million dollars you would say.

Ever hear of sex magick from back in the day? My thoughts would slip away…

You’ve been making love to my avatar

through sound and radar from afar

Hands now in motion

intertwined phalanges covered in saliva liped hands

sucking on a straw, fruit from juice exquisitely grand

Recieving of energies

they do mend,

❤ Thais

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C. Thais Bosworth

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Never An Afterthought

Maybe too much for one man to handle, I’d like to find it all in one place

when I see the eyes I can’t erase, what to do, had it all been put in place?

To be this way right from the start

tell me, did you really have to infiltrate my heart? Make me doubt this spark and no, not from an arc

Or maybe, who knows,

from particles on ponds lifting up through the air

magnitized now by your stare

making rise every hair

no inch to spare…will you dare?

She’s gonna be a tough one to break, share

only you did it with such ease, mixed with some grace

What is your name?

Where is your face?

Always in now thought,

I can’t seem to get you lost

You find me having gone astray, not really knowing what to say

Just be in my presence tomorrow and today, for as long as the sun stays

I’ll feed on it’s rays

raising sparkles up from between seamless legs

to the crown and beyond, all days…

Always,

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C. Thais Bosworth

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Arms Wide Open

I miss your presence and funny quotes

your beanie in my drawer and chair to hang your coat…all the belly laughs and jokes

The sincerity of your voice

…the comfort level was no joke

So, you think you’re able to lift me yet?

I only weigh a buck ten, soaked and wet, maybe 111…

and what of my bands of rubber, tucked under cover, safely in a bag for me…to discover them gone without a trace?

It’s always been you, I saw it on your face

your eyes, they cannot be erased nor replaced…I’ve tirelessly traced

every word, every cue

did I miss an important clue in this mind blowing case…

I had no intentions

loves intentions have me

breathing deeply, trying to “see.”

Abundant blessings from me to you, may love and peace soon ensue.

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12/12/2020

Your attempts aren’t failures you see

there is a compass inside me

I am the commander of my vessel

I am the captain of my ship

I love to control the mind, although sometimes I slip

It winds up on the hips, doing stretches and dips

The freezing chill persists

no longer allowing me to resist

the fire that warms me when you are near

Lay eyes on me soon,

I miss you

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Slits Create Whys

Still no word from half home

only flashes of steady monochrome

A familiar voice and tone

muffled worse than a telephone…albeit I long to hear clearly

Clear like this phrase that I hear on my out days, “Is there something I can help you with?”

Yet still no word from half home, must be content, his zoo has grown…

Outsiders, we roam

anticipating an invitation home

thewire.in

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Whispers on Waves

In twisted tongues of flushed cheeks

pretzeled limbs weaving clean through, seeks

From struggles a kind of beauty grows, explodes

a resilience as pure as the primal snows

And from this beauty a truer self is shown

new perspectives form

emotions still a little storm

mixed with gentle breezes of the norm…

Some nights filled with lovers adorned

I just close my eyes and take it all in, as the waves ripple against and around my skin…

Like raining daggers from up high, why must you poke at my main eye

Like two skies in one…
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The Mind of Thā

Under cover of the night

my mind takes flight…

our imaginations rare…willing to die not lose my life, isn’t that fair

You can’t pull my hair from way over there

The view I imagine, I see you stare

Rising ever so rapidly, meet me there…in the middle, no despair

Renewing the ties that bind my heart to love

through a divine perspective from below and above

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Kite String

I have a piece of the desert

I have a piece from the sea, a piece of rock from the mountains that be

I can hold all these things we see, in palms they can teach, all tiny bits of each

one piece I dream to hold, still out of reach…

So what if I got tangled up in the trees, flickering with lifes breezes

this birds eye view appeases…

The North winds blew, sending pogonips through

pores to the bone, it knew…it knew just what to do

Blowing leaves sparkling in suns rays

more beautiful than the first gaze, laid…

Sending signals to be consumed and strewn…

Showing us what love can do

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Shoes for Feet

When you scrape by to eat, no medical insurance for your feet and your brain can’t see past the day…because you never thought you’d make it this far anyway…

When money rules everyone and their seats, there’s not much time for rest

When you go against something you believe because your stomach is rumbling and stones don’t bleed…

Maybe one day out on the street, couch surfing, perhaps overpasses in Spring

seem to hold a freedom I can’t find in this rat race, nightmarish dream…

Take everything, you can even have my sword…tired, won’t stand for it anymore