Hearts Light as Feathers

Soon is such a vague term, used to appease the individuals concerned

How soon is now, fired back

it seems patience for this surely lacks…

“This will all be over soon,” sounding like a speakerphone from an apparent empty side room.

I sweep and sweep but this damn broom,

won’t reach what haunts from noon to noon

you’re stuck here now in the crevices I can only assume, never fading

your echo it looms…

For you and I will always be waiting,

patiently all while regaining

lost information from the wavelengths, interpretations abating…a new understanding awaiting,

from ALL angles cascading

Time and his consort destiny keep us waiting…without them there is no us,

fading…

Sheltering with feathers you brought an all encompassing bliss, I can only guess came from above…lucky to have ever felt such a love.

Annihilation

Sinking slowly to the ocean floor, light growing dimmer than the league’s before

always in the same family tree, maybe two, who knows…three

from one blood came four,

scores from marks explored through specticals of shade

Internal mediation has been a strain, I hear the ring, answer must be unspoken, plane…

Elevated annihilation, no apologies; necessary for growth and devastation

From one blood came four, seeping through every chastised pore

I hear the ring, must be the right passage to another flight

clear hearing is not clear sight…why bring me online for just a good night

To graduate the inner being who was so inclined, coming to me now…before there was no screening

like the sphinx is in love with the moon xy

always, already, alright

All is good

‘night

Everywhere I Am

I am a beautiful woman with all my different parts

even the scarred and sometimes oozing pieces of art

I am holder of potentially infinite cosmos

empty, yet full of energy…waiting to be breached…to finally feel life force meant this eternity of time

Every eternity seems to last forever, until it ends

fading into the fog of nights highways

Send forth your energy, the god meant to receive, will receive

“That’s why my forehead shines

I’ve been kissed by the stars of divine

My energy will always find

Me.”

Arms Wide Open

I miss your presence and funny quotes

your beanie in my drawer and chair to hang your coat…all the belly laughs and jokes

The sincerity of your voice

…the comfort level was no joke

So, you think you’re able to lift me yet?

I only weigh a buck ten, soaked and wet, maybe 111…

and what of my bands of rubber, tucked under cover, safely in a bag for me…to discover them gone without a trace?

It’s always been you, I saw it on your face

your eyes, they cannot be erased nor replaced…I’ve tirelessly traced

every word, every cue

did I miss an important clue in this mind blowing case…

I had no intentions

loves intentions have me

breathing deeply, trying to “see.”

Abundant blessings from me to you, may love and peace soon ensue.

This Old Town

Thought I was going with the flow, turns out I was just slow

The hook sank in so far, if I pulled it out it’d surely leave a scar… with it in I can’t go far

Stuck with you in the kiddie pool, a fish out of water just won’t do

I know me and you know you, crossed around, flipped upside down…who is who?

Looks like we’re all grown up, what’s left to do?

Ain’t it funny how time doesn’t grow but only a flash of light…and where we are now, no one knows quite

I’m easy to be found, I kinda like this stable ground…a little inner peace abound

Grateful now for this love that’s found, me…

wish I hadn’t been too blind to see

it’s always been you somehow…

The Burden of Time

The unexplainable saw an opportunity and ran with it, using yourself and I

Did you think I’d burn to the touch

It is the imperfections you see, that can bring about a good memory

smiles and glimmering, teeth

from laughing, belly aching

I’m breaking can’t have you

I’m faking not wanting you

now my heart is aching

seeing then what I don’t see now

Heart aches for me, somehow

I know I’ll see your smile

It meant, means too much in very little miles

I’m breathing down your neck like a heathen…lord help me if I’m breathing

I’m going to need some guidance with this one…some reason for this years season…

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…persistence of memory…

12/12/2020

Your attempts aren’t failures you see

there is a compass inside me

I am the commander of my vessel

I am the captain of my ship

I love to control the mind, although sometimes I slip

It winds up on the hips, doing stretches and dips

The freezing chill persists

no longer allowing me to resist

the fire that warms me when you are near

Lay eyes on me soon,

I miss you

Desert Rose

Paying debts of unknown origins

where loves abates at the I alone gates

Two feet, two hands, I can hardly stand…the journey always long

Rapping upon the iron lock

as blood runs from knuckles down past hand…

Let me in, this place is too strange

all of it, rearranged

No answer, nor a reply

Throw me to the wolves ‘eh

that’s where I come from guys!

Look into my eyes…

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Slits Create Whys

Still no word from half home

only flashes of steady monochrome

A familiar voice and tone

muffled worse than a telephone…albeit I long to hear clearly

Clear like this phrase that I hear on my out days, “Is there something I can help you with?”

Yet still no word from half home, must be content, his zoo has grown…

Outsiders, we roam

anticipating an invitation home

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Whispers on Waves

In twisted tongues of flushed cheeks

pretzeled limbs weaving clean through, seeks

From struggles a kind of beauty grows, explodes

a resilience as pure as the primal snows

And from this beauty a truer self is shown

new perspectives form

emotions still a little storm

mixed with gentle breezes of the norm…

Some nights filled with lovers adorned

I just close my eyes and take it all in, as the waves ripple against and around my skin…

Like raining daggers from up high, why must you poke at my main eye

Like two skies in one…