thaisswritesI’m going to shine my light, never blinding, not too bright
drawing the shades at the fall of night
Send me your wisdom so I will know what my work here is while in this glow
of wonders and mysteries, the highs and lows.
No need to worry, it’s water under the bridge
I stand on that bridge now, no longer in the rapids.
I became death the day I was born, slowly growing towards it, being torn
from the realm that was once adorned by every cyclops and horn
worn by dragons, forlorned
lions with manes, flesh torn…
Leaving your rains to feed my wealth
I know I had to bloom, finding my stealth
Did you have to bring monsoons? My soil sandy, still so much room
Breath that causes sound, where that breath comes from no one has found
Sound is what creates everything you see,
it vibrates the air forming energy into things.
Shine your magic with a genuine smile
I give life I don’t take life, that is vile
I’ll walk with you across the miles, the sea man pours from my womb
for us to be in our other life lines, creating for us new tombs…
You’re all mine as I sing;
The riddle within the riddle is in the strings
the cord it stings, always connecting these two things
we come from this string of the eternity ring.
Senses unspoken, a love so clean
I can feel from your heartfelt gleam
Sinking into the pillow floor, as he slowly reaches unlocking the door
The one that my body desires, my mind and heart now aware of this fire
burning deep inside where you can’t see, since long before eternity
Waiting on the formation of the sun, we integrated, becoming one
Melting down through electromagnetic layers, once again becoming pairs
I noticed you from across the room, olfactory senses your biological perfume
It is by you I wish to be consumed, taking me from room to room…
From counter tops to the residents floor, It is you I want to adore
Pulling my hair on the hallway stair, I look up falling in love with all the layers
of the stars in the sky and of the moon, nightfall will be upon us soon
I wear my heart on my shoulder and not my sleeve, no longer will I be heaved
by all the emotions you came to sow and reap.
Floating around, waiting on the formation of the sun
We mingled together and became as one
Melting through the electromagnetic layers, once again we became pairs…
You are my anchor, keeping me grounded to the sea; holding on to various parts of me
while allowing the emptiness to be free
I trust in you, you trust in me…
Opened up, having received
all the healing energies surrounding me
I can mix them all around making them free, multiplying them back out times three
Feeling grateful when this part is over, for it is you I wish to hover; feeling your breath I move closer
allowing me to rest my head on your shoulder
Holding me close until this is all over…
Tell me your story, I’ve heard many before
there’ll be no judgment, I’ll not be floored
You are not your thoughts, actions or words
Simply gliding through life like the beautiful bird.
I apologize for staring so deeply into your eyes and loving what I found there, mesmerized
so rare…
Without notice, like a lotus
out of muddy waters
high on love, like the kind from above
Blinding me, from earthly
matters…
I apologize a thousand times
I apologize…
Down to the marrow it seeped
allowing me to keep
knowledge of a feeling so deep…see sawing back and forth,
ever so slightly
never far left or too rightly
For the middle is where the bird doth lay
never afraid,
of a crumble or charades
foundation never rumbles…
in the air it radiates.
The winged human is whole and complete,
thoth did lay at my feet, the seed that’d been buried deep,
now in bloom.
Serving on it’s seat
a verdict somehow reached,
you are free to go,
you are released.
a brighter shade of pale
I could’ve gotten you from a wishing well…
as soon as I saw you, my heart and head swelled
I can’t hardly stand it, that mind numbing smell…
Is this “heaven?” Sure could feel like “hell…”
You see in this reality, where I see you and I see me
you are not free from chains of systems and beliefs…I don’t give up
The first of fires has arrived to spark my cup…
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I love the clouds of gray
thunder and lightning did you say
especially when we can stay
and play, in bed all day…
Sun, don’t come out today
stay tucked away, fill the skies with rain
I am ready to slay and be slain…
I never heard Stella or her mate complain…
Turning language into gold
this is not MY story, only one that I, AM told
I’m a magnet for your bullets of metal, churning out an element more precious than the petals.
Hearts light as feathers,
bellies burning furnace with fire
now I concrete my strongest desire…until I tire
Slipping into sleep
your dreams and secrets I do keep…
You understand my frustrations, from needed situations…that currently lack…
Firstly felt it to be Andrew
then Mo and wolfman, alas…
Hell, for a second of a point I thought it was Jack…
I understand you can’t fess up, I understand you’ve no back…bone…
Where do we go from here
Sometimes it’s not so clear
The address provided by the other friend Jay, meant to set me astray…I just walked away…
I don’t know what to think
I don’t know what to say
I’m going out now to the playground
I’m ready to *!@%#!!! play…
I can never truly know, if I sit here and guess…
I’m ready to risk, I accept thee’s fine tests.
copyright (c) 2021 Thais Bosworth, All Rights Reserved
Spider web how do you change what you see,
you’re not the only one breathing?
I received from you
I received from spirit
what’s left to do, let me now hear it…
Breath that causes sound;
where that breath comes from, no one has found…
Sound is what creates everything you see,
vibrating air forming energy into things
The battery effect is true
now that’s a good excuse, also I love you and that’s it’s use…
None of this is real
only put here to make one feel
walking around, heel to heel
losing my mind, you tell me I’m blind
that what I saw, it wasn’t your eyes
but my reflection in disguise
to tell us our lies? (4 am)
We always hide…so well
so well, that the one you had to let walk away,
that is the one that could drive you insane…making you forget even your own name.
I love how you’ve made my dreams come true,
transforming me, transforming you
I love how I get to share them with you
in between the etheric planes, I can hear you say my name
over and over, over and again…
I am the insane to feel, to heal the insane…
makes me want to suck through your brains, while I hear you speak my name…
in the most gratifying way, sensations rushing,
amaze…I wish you’d really come out and play…maybe one day, maybe one day.
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Is this how the gods of this game raise up their star players once again?
Liking to keep it different, not of mundane,
lightning in my veins
Thunder in my heart, breath that brings sparks
shooting out into the distant arc
down the inside of my face, the extreme joy, the extreme pain
Zigzagging back up again ’round the pole that’s been lain
antennae connected to all layers, planes
with the ability to once again be sane.
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On the pendulum now it seems we glide
back and forth
deep breaths bring relief
and side to side…
all my pride now set to the side, no longer can I hide
have to write what I feel inside,
’cause I never again want to be buried alive!
thaisswrites